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Perfektion ist nicht interessant

Er war perfekt in jeder Hinsicht. Er kam zu jeder Verabredung stets pünktlich, keine Sekunde zu spät oder zu früh. Er erfüllt immer vollständig alle Anforderungen, hielt sich an jedes Rezept kleinlich genau. Er gab das Geld passend und nahm die für ihn angeforderte Anzahl Kilokalorien ein und war ein Gentleman durch und durch.

Er war die Definition von Perfekt und, das hat er an mir immer bemängelt, weil ich es nicht war. Er hat es nie gesagt, aber ich habe es gespürt, denn mir gegenüber erlaubte er sich Fehler. Benahm sich nicht perfekt.

Zunächst dachte ich, dass sein Perfekt sein eine Fassade war und er sich bei mir wohl fühle.

Doch ich bemerkte, dass ich nicht wichtig war, nicht zählte, es ihm nicht wert war.

Am Anfang war er bei unseren Verabredungen pünktlich, höflich, zuvorkommend.

"Am Anfang" bedeutet bei den ersten zwei Dates, danach hat sich alles verändert. Er kam zu spät jedes Mal, zu früh kam er leider nie. Oft kam ihm auch etwas dazwischen, er hätte was zu erledigen was sich nicht verschieben ließe.

Aber so war er nur bei mir. Wenn andere dabei waren, verwandelte er sich wieder in sein perfektes Ich und es könnte nicht natürlicher sein.

Aber es war nicht so, dass ich mit ihm ausging weil ich ihn liebte. Ich weiß nicht ob ich es so beließ um ein wenig Zeit zu töten oder ob ich mochte wie perfekt er wirkte. Wiederum versteh ich nicht wieso er mit mir zusammen blieb, vielleicht weil ich einfach war, er sich nicht bemühen musste. Wir waren nicht verliebt, wir gingen miteinander aus.

Und dann hat es mir mit ihm gereicht, seine Perfektion hat mir gereicht, ich hatte von ihr einfach genug!

Im Gegensatz zu dir, von dir habe ich immer noch nicht genug, denn nur du bist für mich perfekt, nur ich sehe dich so. Und Perfektion ist interessant, denn du bist nicht "Perfekt".

Und das ist mehr als Genug.