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Veränderung?

Die Menschen verstehen es nicht, wenn jemand anders ist. Die meisten finden sie komisch, speziell, eigenartig. Sie finden, sie verdienen keinen Respekt. Manche Menschen werden dafür gehänselt, oder sogar gemobbt. In manchen Situationen geht es sogar so weit, dass sie es verbal zu spüren bekommen, dass sie von ihren Mitmenschen nicht als einer der ihren angesehen werden. Warum? Warum hat kein Lehrer was gesagt als Mein bester Freund sich selbst ermordet hat, weil er das Mobbing nicht mehr ausgehalten hat? Warum haben sie nur herumgeschaut als sie es erfahren haben? War es, weil er anders war? Was dachten sie, als sie gehört haben, dass der Schüler, der Sie angefleht hat, etwas zu tun, es nicht mehr ausgehalten hat und es selbst beendet hat? Was war das für ein Grund ihn so im Stich zu lassen?

Dennoch habe ich mich gerächt. Für meinen Freund, die einzige Person, die etwas mit mir machen wollte, die mir zuhörte, die mich mochte. Jetzt ist er fort und ich soll mich damit zufriedengeben das es halt dazu gekommen ist. Wieso sollte ich nichts tun? Diese Arschlöcher haben mir eine Person weggenommen. Jemanden der mir wichtig war. Jemand der mich beschützt hat, wenn meine Mobber anfingen mich zu treten oder mich zu misshandeln. Er war da für mich, er hat mich verstanden und mein Wohlergehen immer vor seines gestellt. Und jetzt soll ich dasitzen und mir denken „ist halt so, kann man nichts machen.“, oh doch kann man sehr wohl, und das habe ich.

Als dieses Arschloch der Zahn ausfiel und er zu Boden stürzte stand ich da und betrachtete ihn Stumm. Ich fand es so amüsant ihn da zu sehen, am Boden, mit einem schmerzverzehrten Blick panisch seinen Zahn in der Hand haltend, nah den Tränenfluss. Ich schaute mir den Drecks Kerl an, sah wie er endlich checkte, dass Gewalt nicht so „lustig ist“, wie er es immer fand. Schade, dass die meisten erst dann erkennen, wie schlimm ihre Taten sind, wenn es ihnen selbst widerfährt. Ich fing in diesen Moment an fast laut zu lachen, ich fand es so belustigend, dass er plötzlich den Ausdruck von Angst in seiner Miene hatte, denn ich nur zu gut von mir selbst kannte. Seine Freunde schauten mich verstört an und nannten mich einen Psychopathen. Nun sitze ich in meinem Zimmer, mit einem Messer in der Hand. Ich kenne diese Jungs schon so lange, dass ich sogar weiß, wo sie wohnen. Was wäre, wenn ich ihnen einen Besuch abstatte? Wäre doch nett, oder? Würde sie doch nicht stören… Ich fing an zu grinsen und rappelte mich auf. Ich holte mir meinen Rucksack und packte schnell ein paar Sachen ein. Die Erwachsenen würden das nicht verstehen. Sie leben seit Jahren in dieser Welt und meinen Sie verändert sich, schauen aber bei solchen dingen weg. Die Menschen wollen sich nicht verändern. Es gibt für diesen Wahnsinn kein Ende. Und das wird sich auch niemals ändern. Es wird immer so weiter gehen. Immer weiter und weiter wie als leben wir in einer Zeitschleife. Ohne Anfang, Und ohne Ende.